This is heartbreaking. As a person who has suffered and still is suffering from depression I can surely say it made me stop and watch this for such a long time. Why should anyone feel sorry for “having” depression? You don’t have depression first of all. Depression “has” you in some kinda weird way. And it’s never your fault. Never and in no fucking way. Don’t be sorry. Don’t let anyone make you apologize for feeling this way. Nobody wants depression. Nobody needs it. Nobody. With no exception. Don’t ever ever apologize.
Depression is like cancer. You don’t go looking for it, you don’t plan to have it, you don’t want it. It finds you, it finds its next victim. I holds it tight in its grasp. You have to fight though it, not let it take over and destroy you.